african plum

i don't know what's gotten into me yesterday when i woke up. instead of fixing breakfast ( more like brunch though ) i started painting my fingernails and what color? dude, african plum. my little, short fingernails don't look nice in this color, not one bit but for some odd reason i wanna keep it at least for a day more. then this morning after having breakfast with joey and joey ( they're a couple. the boy joey's my nephew-friend and the girl joey is a beautiful, smart, adorable person i really, really like even without giving  us a ration of turones de casoy and fresh sweet basil ), guess what? i painted with the same color my toenails. i mean what the hell is not right with me? is this another regression mode? last time i checked girls in high school ( and boys too ) are the ones who choose this very dark color because in their quest for an identity or some kind of a fashion or so statement they think being dark and gothic is cool. to a certain extent i kind of envy them because at least they know why they paint their nails with such color even if older people and well some people, plain as that, say in chabacano " ay hoon, ebo ya gayot,  amo gat se cosa bo ta ase ". in my case, i can't figure exactly why i'm wearing this color on my both my finger and toe nails.geez! i have a friend staying with me for a couple of days before she leaves the country ( why is everybody leaving? gawd!) and if she sees these nails she'd probably say " gawd! what did you do to yourself?" or maybe i'm just so self-absorbed to think she'd notice. oh well, i can be so " feeling" like that, crazy like that.