just smiling a bit

i have a reason to. i was having a little chat with joey ( the smart, pretty, adorable person that she is,  not joey my housemate-nephew-friend ) when all of a sudden she asked, " are you seeing anyone? ". i said i wasn't and the blabber that i am continued by saying it'll be awhile before i'd probably attempt at seeing anyone. i'm still sort of emotionally unavailable. besides i don't fall that easy i told her. reassuringly, she said "someone's out there for you". she's sweet i think.i smiled at her. at the back of my mind i said " i still need to forget about someone before entertaining another someone ". then it hit me, he's no longer the person i think in the mornings when i wake up or in the evenings before i go to sleep. the realization is making me smile more these days. i'm doing well in the "forgetting" department. it's a good thing because being bitter is the last thing i want to be. don't hang on for too long, it breeds bitterness. remember the good things not the bad.keep happy memories not sad ones. i'm just glad.i'm making progress. it's important.it'll help keep the promise of friendship.

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[Jesse]

Go go, power rangers...

[Jenilee]

That's the Ruth that I know. :)

[ruruth]

hehehe!